Catching Our Rainbow

Hoping for a rainbow after the storm…


on August 30, 2012

My hCG level on Monday: 259
My hCG level on Wednesday: 259

This is most likely not a viable pregnancy. The midwife sounded very surprised that I haven’t been spotting. They want me to go back on Thursday to take more blood and try an ultrasound. All of these fucked up horrible people have all of these babies they can’t take care of and I’m probably on my way to my third miscarriage. What the hell have I done to deserve this?


4 responses to “Devastated

  1. ewagner123 says:

    Oh no. I am so sorry to read this. My thoughts and prayers go out to you.

  2. steph50 says:

    I’m so so so sorry…

  3. storkchaser says:

    Oh sweetie I’m so so soooo sorry!!! I’m sending my love your way! This isn’t fair and you don’t deserve this at all. It sucks and I’m sorry you’re going through this.

  4. onewomannation says:

    So sorry to hear this, sending love and hugs your way!

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